Tick tock

These days I feel like a ticking time bomb. My blood pressure is constantly up or down and I can't believe that even with medication, my blood pressure is still through the roof. Besides my pregnancy-induced hypertension, I've never had high blood pressure so it worries me. Some days my blood pressure is so high that I wonder if I need to go to the hospital, but then when I recheck it goes back to normal. I feel like just thinking about it makes it go up, but how can I not? I want to make sure that the baby is healthy. The wait is driving me crazy! 12/28/12 is my scheduled C-section date, but I have a feeling that she's not going to wait that log to arrive. Either way, as long as she's healthy, that's all that matters. 

18 more days!